Organic produce

I don't really like to buy organic produce as a general rule. Sometimes I do from the farmer's market and other times just occasionally. But really, I kind of like my fruit and veggies to have pesticides on them. I hate going through a bin of apples or tomatoes etc and they all look like crap because of the bug holes in them. I wash them anyway so I get the pesticides off, but I like them to look nice. And I don't think that the fruits and veggies I eat are going to make much difference environment wise so I can't even be guilt-tripped into thinking that.